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Deep down in the depths of my broken soul Owen sits. He sits there to remind me that there is someone who can love me and who will stay. Owen shines the light I need to survive, to breath..he shines it so bright that its blinding. But I know he does it to prove to me that he's not leaving. I am confused as to why he sits there. On why he just sits there in my dark, screwed up soul. He is the best thing that's ever happened to me and he is the one who seems to be trying to restore my soul back to new. My father is the one who broke it. He was the one who took it and ripped it to pieces and now Owen is trying to rebuild it. And I love him. I ne

 Have you ever thought that one day.. We will be nothing but a memory? One day we will no longer be able to hold the ones we love.. We will no longer be able to laugh with our friends.. Life would just simply end.. My question is what happens then? Our life is just like a story..and this story is important to many.. This 'story' defines us.. Defines everyone in some sort of way, Some tell a story of  hurt, pain, loss.. Others tell of happiness, friendship, love.. But when we die.. What happens? Our body will decompose and be violated by bugs.. But what happens to the soul? The story can't just simply end It wou

                         *Chapter One:The Lie*   In the Milky Way, we used to believe we were the only planet with life. The only planet that could hold life. But we were wrong. So wrong to believe our leaders. They told us never to question the rareness of our kind. Our kind was not rare, not as rare as they told us.   My father told me a story past down in our family. A story so secret that if anyone heard we'd be sent away. The ultimate punishment in my opinion. He told that back when our families elders were younger that there was a man. A man named Xavier Xanax. He was the first man to question the leaders..to challenge what they were

 The feeling is hard to fight,    The wanting,       The needing,          The hoping             it will stop,       But it doesnt          It never will            There is no cure                 No way out You fight the darkness    Trying to get out,      Into the light,                    Warmth,                          Laughter,       But whats the point?          You find it,             Then lose it,  You try to hold on,     But you slip away,        And slip away to nothing,     -SRK  stay strong!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!           You disappear in the darkness.

"Your moving?" Mike asks pain filling his words. "Yes...my dads work is moving him again.."I reply  trying to keep my cool.Walking up to me Mike puts his arms around my waist. "I can't lose you,not again Jacob."He says his eyes glistening with tears. "I'm sorry Mike.Trust me i don't want to lose you either.."I say,trying to contain to tears but failing miserably.Mike lifts a hand up to my face and wipes away the tears.His hand lingers on my face,his warm,soft fingers stroking my cheek lightly.  I'm not one to cry but Mike and I met last year in Algebra 1,he needed help so our teacher had me be his tutor.The first week or so we would do t

 I LOVE GUYS THAT... #1 wear just the right amount cologne #2 knows when somethings wrong and bugs you til you tell them #3 say just the right things to make you smile #4 compliments you on the littlest things like you eyes or your smile #5 can watch little kids shows like dora #6 are good with kids #7 make an effort to talk to you #8 love to cuddle and read together (at the same time) #9 can keep promises #10 that will sing and dance in the middle of the store #11 stand up for you and protect you from harm #12 kiss your forehead #13 gives you their coat so you will always feel 'near' them #14 puts arms around your waist to hold

 Growing up here isnt exactly perfect. Its cool for some people but when your me, and you have to take care of everything, it isnt the dream. My step mom is a lazy bitch who uses me as her slave. My dad works long hours and seem to barely be home. Not that i mind, i need a break from the fighting and arguing. Sleep is important here. In the early mornings I get up get dressed and do the normal human needs but then i also have to get the dogs outside make sure they have food and make sure the water is clean. I dont complain though. Complaining shows weakness, weakness means more work.Throughout the years you get used to the yelling and the

 I love you so much kiwi. your my world as i have told you before. i am the luckiest person on earth to have found someone perfect as you. even though you dont think your perfect but you are you are gorgeous your funny and caring and lovable and you always have a way to make me happy and i love how you always try to make me seem better than you when we both know your better,way better.

 "Here's your ring sir." Says the lady at the jewelry store. "Oh thanks for making the ring!!" I say in a very upbeat mood. Today is the day I am gonna ask him. The day I am going to tell him how much I loved him and how much I need him in my life. "You know I am in total support of gay rights. I believe that if you guys are in love then by all means get married!! Hope he says yes!!" She says a bright smile on her face. "Thanks you I hope he says yes too hehehe!!" I say taking the ring and walking out into the cold night. Tonight Kyo asked me to go with him to a Christmas party that him and his family are goin to. Of course as soon